Guess what I'm watching with my momz...

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another night... ...

So Its like way early ... like :30am or something and I've been online looking for jobs all day. And I also have been writing alot as well. I dont really know what to post here but we'll see as we go, shall we?

this.. might be odd but I am currently CRAVING a starbucks passion tea. Its all i drink from starbucks ( i dont like their vanilla latte's). I dont like my passion tea with leamonade though. blech. =X

Doesnt this look good??? mmmmmmmm best drink during the summer

so today and lately its been dawning on me how distant i've become with my friends. I mean I dont even know whats going on in their lives anymore. It makes me feel guilty that I'm a horrible friend. =( I miss them all too!! Times like these I feel alone. Like theres an alley way that narrows down to nothing. thats whats in front of me: nothing.

*sigh* but ... lets not dwell on such negative thoughts and focus on humor ( as always). So ... I think I'll watch a movie because my mp3 is really dead and I dont think I want to wait up for it to charge. I need either music or a movie for me to sleep. If I have neither, I will fall asleep, but It will take forever and I will not have any dreams. I like dreams =) so a movie it is!! letss get the popcorn and pepsi ready!

This is what I`m popping into the dvd slot:

and I can already feel my solitude drifting away lol

Goodnight xox

I.. must.. clean!

11:22 PM , I am on the computer after not being on the computer all day. lately I havent really been on the computer alot, just to check on facebook (a couple mins) and then blogspot (blog for a bit, an entry or two) and then youtube. and I'm done.
Also, I'm going to be gathering a bunch of my stuff and throwing them out. I am a hoarder.  ... there is no need to keep this stuff:

✔old movie stubs
✔old poems i wrote
✔ notes I passed in class
✔hair products I dont use anymore
✔cd's that I dont like/ broken/ lame
✔earphones that broke
✔notebooks I dont care for
✔ wires that I have no use for
✔ straightning irons that suck
✔pictures that hand around my vanity mirror
✔ etc, etc

I am a HUGE procrastinator though and I also know that music controls me. There are SONGS that actually make me want to clean and songs that will make me sit down whilst i was cleaning and ruin my cleaning flow.

Example:
"Piece of Me" by Britney Spears puts me in the mood to be productive.
but "Angels Cry" by Mariah Carey will make me stop and youtube the song so I can sit and watch the music video.

LOL ... maybe i'll start this adventure tomarrow or the day after since my mom is talking about not going to work tomarrow because of the snow... WHICH I think is nuts since its not CRAZY snow or anything.. but I cant clean when shes home.. she likes to watch me. I find it creepy.